To Think Ahead

Assalamualaikum and hi,

There is sometimes that my head cannot stop thinking about the past. It makes me frustrated. Prevent me from moving ahead. 

But then again I started thinking. What's the point of thinking things that have passed. We cannot change anything. But instead, we cannot stop thinking. Dude, what a waste.

There is also that moment where you seems to have so much spare time and didn't know what to do. And your mind slowly started thinking about the past. Usually sad things. And it made you cry for no reason. Frustrated for no reason. Angry for no reason. Yeah, and at last guess what? It all happens for no reason.

Feel like an idiot now? Trust me, I've been through this. And it takes a lot of effort to be strong. To smile while broken in the inside. To be fake. Yeah, I do that to save relationship. And it works. Many times. Being fake isn't so bad after all.

You just have to realize, thinking about the past is a waste of time. An intelligent person always thinks ahead. At least it doesn't break you. It helps you to plan and avoid sadness to happen again.

It HELPS you.

So every time you feel like thinking about the past, stop it. Instead, thinks ahead. About better things. With a better person and gain a better life.

I hate my past entry on this blog, but I also made an improvement day by day. Think ahead.

Bye.